January 2nd, is a Day That This Storm Changed My Life Forever  ~  Part 6

January 2nd, is a Day That This Storm Changed My Life Forever ~ Part 6

My son & I were heading out to see his naturalpath to pick up more product for him. As we were just about to come through a traffic light, we were slammed from behind by a semi truck. It happened SO fast!

We both were in shock. Our necks were hurting right away. My chest hit the steering wheel and the seat belt hurt my right implant:(

At the hospital, the first thing I grabbed was a MASK! The hypochondriac came out! Then the next day, both my breast implants started to have burning stabbing pains. Everyday, I would find new aches & pains all over my body?? I had NO idea what was coming next ….

The hospital wanted to do a CT Scan for internal injuries from the accident but because of having cancer previously, I decided not to be exposed to more radiation from X-Rays and CT Scans.

The hospital wanted to do a CT Scan for internal injuries from the accident but because of having cancer previously, I decided not to be exposed to more radiation from X-Rays and CT Scans.

Holding my first granddaughter who was born January 13th around 3:30am. Little did I know, this would be the last time I would hold her for several months. :(

Holding my first granddaughter who was born January 13th around 3:30am. Little did I know, this would be the last time I would hold her for several months. :(

The month of February was when I started getting worried these implants were making sick! I found a group on Facebook called, “breast implant illness and healing by Nicole.” I’m very grateful I found her group! I was fortunate to have spoken with Nicole over the phone, she was a big help and I'm forever grateful for her help! I learned so much about how toxic these are and that hundreds of thousands of women had symptoms like I was having. I also heard about a former chemist that worked for the FDA and he was helping ladies with this illness.

Well, he actually responded back to me and we spoke for awhile on the phone. That was the day, I knew these had to come out fast as I was going downhill quickly. He told me, the seat belt BROKE away the capsule that is formed around the implant and the biofilm/sludge bacteria got into my blood stream!

This biofilm grows into a festering gunky MESS in implants and is highly mobile, transported by macrophages to other parts of the body where they set up show and COLONIZE! These pathogens put out a lot of toxic waste product which irritates our immunity. THEY ARE DANGEROUS!

There is more information about biofilm/biotoxin Illness on my blog~

He said to make sure to find a really good skilled surgeon that has done over 100 explants as I was post mastectomy and any unskilled surgeon could puncture my lungs while scraping out the silicone that adheres to the ribs, chest wall and muscle! It was such a stressful time trying to find a proper surgeon! Some surgeons would not take the capsule and I knew from the chemist, I had to get it out or I would stay sick. I knew I was not going back to my former surgeon as he was not skilled enough! He's the guy that gets the kick backs from the manufacturers! Plus he’s the guy that tells me, “ these are FDA approved & 100% safe?!”

I must have called over 30 surgeons. I’m really upset when I look back at when I would ask these receptionists if that doctor was skilled and they couldn’t give me an answer but would take my visa to book the consultation. Sometimes the consults were in a couple months. I knew I couldn’t wait that long. I couldn't even exercise anymore, as my joints were getting worse and the flickering leg twitches would get amplified. I was finding myself going into a dark tunnel....I would pop 2 ativan’s and try and make myself walk a block to the beach, where I would take my shoes off in the cold weather and ground my feet into the sand and cry...I would talk to my friend Debbie who had passed away 3 years previously from chemotherapy and radiation. That day, I asked Debbie to please give me a sign...sure enough, "I looked up and there was a yellow coloured tiny rainbow that appeared out of the grey sky!" Debbie’s favorite color was yellow. I knew she was with me!

My friend Debbie who passed 3 years previous.

My friend Debbie who passed 3 years previous.

The next few days, I had to book many consult appointments just in case, I found a skilled one and maybe they would have a cancellation? I even called a few in the states and the skilled surgeons on The Facebook group “Breast Implant Illness and Healing by Nicole” but they were all booked for several months! I was on my own looking desperately for weeks and at the same time having panic attacks that I’ve never experienced before.

The month of March I noticed a lump "out of the blue?" It was the same place as my seat belt hurt me. Now I was getting more concerned?? I asked my doctor for an ultrasound and I felt that day she was not going to be supportive. Sure enough, the day of my ultrasound, it was booked only for the left side?! To this day, I wonder why my doctor did not do the right side? Things probably may have been easier for me, if she would have done both. The ultrasound may  have picked up things (which you'll hear & see later that was in me from my pathology.)

The lump I notice that eventually did get larger.

The lump I notice that eventually did get larger.

I was no longer social at this point and I just stayed in my bedroom for weeks...then came an awful virus that attacked my lungs! I couldn't go out or do anything as my body was so tired and painful everywhere except my face. A few of my good friends came by to see me, and my sis, which cheered me up. But nothing took away the pain ... the fear :(

My sleeping was awful .. I had 5 days of no sleep and I was going down a rabbit hole... Everyday was a struggle... I had to tell myself, "help is on its way...help is on its way..." I have recorded over 20 hospital and doctor visits from January to end of April. They all looked at me like I was crazy :(

I was on morphine/anti inflammatory pills, ativan, Tylenol 3, tramudol, sleeping pills and gravel. This was my worst nightmare! I refused all the conventional treatments back when I fought cancer and for me to take this shit poison pharmaceuticals was extremely hard to do.

The following month of April, I was in the bath and noticed the lump was getting bigger! I called my mom and husband with FEAR! Then came another panic attack:(

There is so much I want to share with you all... I think it’s vitally important. I may help one of you one day, if you’re in a situation like I was. My story can’t even explain in words what I was going through emotionally….

SO much confusion through this nightmare!!!!!

When I look back on this traumatizing experience...maybe, the semi-truck accident was a sign from the Universe??!

I’m Trying to find something positive through this storm...

I miss our 4 hour conversations my soul sister…. I miss you ……until we meet again.

I miss our 4 hour conversations my soul sister…. I miss you ……until we meet again.

Finally came the morning I found my surgeon!  ~  Part 7

Finally came the morning I found my surgeon! ~ Part 7

Fast Forward 7 Years Later  ~  Part 5

Fast Forward 7 Years Later ~ Part 5